Jitendra Jain

Disclaimer  : This is scary story. Might give you nightmares if you believe in it. Might give you a big headache if you dont believe in it. Please read at your own risk.

On 20th Feb 2010 it will be 5 years since my dad expired. Not a single day has passed we have not remembered him.

A new theory is being circulated by my relatives these days.

My dad has become a ghost and he is very unhappy wandering around.

Who told me this : My dad came in one of my relatives dream. Why he would not come to my dream.

A big question arises, Whats the solution to please his spirit.?

Solution  Proposed :

1. Not to eat any one thing for 2 months.

2. To make a silver idol small 6 inches around and put that into a basket into my home with lots of conditions like

• Ceremony in home town
• carry that basket on my head and move from place A to place B
• Call All relatives and a super feast.
• Night long Song singing by women.

3. Worship him, do agarbatti

Why i should do it :

1. My dad is creating problem in my marriage
2. Other business related problems.
3. Bad health
4. Increase in weight (No they didnt say it, I am proposing)

After Effects:

1. I will get married in two months. (Yes its gaurantee program else money return)
2. All points from 2-4 mentioned above
3. I wish the guarantee weight loss. I would do it two times (Jokes Apart)

Are you scared? Is your head paining. Dont worry Either one or other will happen soon.

I dont have much principles in my life, but since i know myself I have always decided to go against such black rituals, it hurts me a lot to even listen to such crap.  I wonder why would my dad not come to my dreams or give me signals that he is unhappy somwhere?

Why would he hurt me after his life when in his whole life he didn’t want us to be unhappy for a second.

Lets consider Even if these things are true..

A few points come to my mind…

Why would a spirit be unhappy?

Was there something it didn’t get in real life which it wished to get. It was desprate to do.

Was it my marriage? If it was so why would he not let it happen now.?

Was it house we wanted to buy? But we have bought it and now have two houses in mumbai. The real home is in rajasthan.

Was it appreciationwhich he didn’t get from people he expected after helping them life long?

Was it the pain which he had to bear due to relatives and friends who cheated upon him?

Was it sacrifices he made for them, overlooking his own family?

Was it people whom he treated like his own and who backstabbed him?

Was it feeling of cheating after being deserted by his own people?

Was it that promises were not kept, none of them by his own?

Why would a spirit be unhappy? When now he has nothing to worry about?

Was he regularly insulted by people he stood by?

So many questions.  The worst part is i know answers to all of them and cant do anything. The best part is he had a big big heart and he knew the art to forgive.  I need to learn this.

Wish he was here with us. I can assure you he wont he unhappy and disappointed  even if he was. I would be there to stand by him.

Hope you dont have a headache by now! if not hope u are not scared also. And i wish you make people happy around you. Stand by people who stand by you, help people who help you, be good to peopel who are good to you.

Amen.

Sounds Familiar!

Who in world can frustrate you to the core… and yet survive your deadly wishes.

Who in world can come to your house say anything that they want to say, comment on you and make you smile at their comments.

Who in world can suck your brains out , give you pain and tension at time ..and yet walk away unharmed.

Yes you know it. I am taking about few unbearable relatives who are hard to tolerate.

Why do we have to tolerate their nonsense in our own house like some far distant relative or uncle or someone some aunt giving you stupid advice.

God..

Its hard to tolerate. Day by day its becoming unbearable.

Phew…

How much to ignore yaar.

I call them choosak. (some one who sucks your blood, mind, peace at all the time)

Why cant we select our relatives like we select our friends. why?

Thats why friends are much more then relatives.

How many relatives of yours are your good friends. Do u like them just beacuse they are your relatives or friends.

Any Thoughts..

a small poetic attempt

what what 2 do
what what not 2 do
what 2 do and what not 2 do
what u do is not to do &
what u not do is what u do

Life sucks!
Why?
When things don’t happen the way we want it sucks.
How?
Say I am most powerful person on earth, to decide what happens, i want to eat pizza and my doctor would say not allowed. Damn!
Why can I eat pizza. Feels Helpless.
Coz we lack courage to say no to doctor. We are afraid to say I don’t care. The reason to say no to doctor may be whatever. But it irritates you from core.
Then mood is spoiled. You emit so much negative energy.
When you inhale and exhale the air is hot! Damn hot!
The body temperature rises.
Everyone around you is affected, the anger inside has to be released. The person who work for you or agree with you get hit first for no fault of theirs.
You crib and say Life sucks!

This post is expression of my anger towards things which i can control but dont control and also towards stupid people who are really stupid and ignorant and nearby me.

Everyday i think about it, everyday i have a excuse. a different one most of times to not to do it. When is it going to happen. God knows. Everyone who is reading this blog knows how fat i m getting day by day. One of my friends  called me up and told me that he was amazed to see my recent pics. He said “aise to to fat jayega”.

Well the truth is truth. and i have to start it soon.

Just dicipline, strong will and determination to do it is required.

The things i should do is.

• Stop Watching Tv.
• Control over diet, how i did it last year.
• Self Motivation
• Do it for myself and no one else. Then only it works.
• Reward myself with good results.
• Go back to dietitian.
• Tell my sister not to experiment her dishes on me.
• Ask my sister for advice, she lost 10Kg without hitting a gym, just diet control.
• Sleep Early.
• Do not work on computer when at home.
• Start Walking
• Start Swimming.
• Start kick boxing
• And many more…

I know it all, i am master in knowing it all and not doing it.  I have tried it but not tried hard enough. Every month I wat for 1st to come and I will start but the 1st of month goes by and its to next month. Even trying it from mondays doesnt work  and then next week goes by.

It should be timeless. and started right away.

Sleeping early will help me tremendously. Coz once i wake up early, i can go to swimming, (that day i will have a bath everyday at least). And early to office means early to home. and a evening walk. Watching less of movies.

I know its matter of just 3 months to get where we want. But it looks so hard. It should be done step by step. One step everyday. I have to do it.

Stranger : anyone who does not belong in the environment in which they are found.

I see strangers all around, in huge numbers, people who know me by face, name or origin but they dont know me inside out. What I want, what i think, how i want my life to be.  Those are not mirror images.  Those are not like me. I dont like them much, being with them or spending time with them.

This city Mumbai, is amazing but i dont like it as much as i like my home town. I dont recognise things over here, dont relate to them,  I feel there are better things in my home town like people whom i know, more people who understand me over there, less relatives to bugg me, more open space, less pollution, more independence to move my bike around, a water body aka lake close to my home, my childhood memories. over there, people who appreciate what I do, what I am, my knowledge, more interaction over there, samosa and kachori over in my home town is much better then in over here. Plus Time for everything. In mumbai i just find myself short of time, nothing to do much.

I want to move there and not be a stanger to myself or others. I want familiar faces to be seen, talked to enjoyed which i think either possible by moving to my home town. or getting over  myself and adjusting to this stuff.

Lets see what happens.. in coming days.

Today is my sisters bday. She is going to be 18 years old.

Suggest a gift for her?

Have you seen mirror! Saw your self in over there.

You want that person inside mirror to be perfect, you talk  to that person sometimes if you are like me, admire it, when your double chin shows up you shout at that person.

But now see around you, there are mirrors. Cant see let me help you finding one, two, rather all of them.

Who is your best friend, does he have lots of common with you, same movies, same food, something very good matches,

what about your girl friend, something common matches,

what about you collegues you hang out with, something is common, like bad smoking habits..

What about school friends, pals, teachers

What about your enemies, he hates you so do u, can u believe he loving you and you hating him.. no.. hard to believe.

So all these are mini mirrors around you, partial mirrors.

I want my friends to be like me, family to be like me and every one around like me, my mirrors. Its most pleasing.

When my friends say i dont call them and complain, its coz they want me to be their mirrors, they like taking to me, but sometimes i dont , reason what so ever but i dont. so they dont like me.. The mirror is fogged. Cant see clearly.

When your girl friend complains why didnt you call, coz she wanted to talk to you, or complains why you dont express the love, she does you dont, mirror fogged.

when your wife loves shopping and you hate it, she doesnt like it, she thinks you dont love her, He he, Mirror fogged again, unclear.

When your family wants you around 365 days and you want to be alone, they wont uderstand it,

There are such thousands of fogged mirrors around us.

What we need to do is stop expecting for people to be like us and accept them like they are. If they dont want what you want them to be, let them what they want to be. This will make everyone happy.

Focus is the key to success.

As birds eye was to arjun. He could not see anything else.

Few things to do in coming four months

1. Loose weight :  In next 4 months loose 20kg.
2. Upload All pending websites which are to be uploaded
3. Make 4 big sites. Work already in process
4. Find a a purpose of life.
5. Keep family happy by spending more time, giving them what they want.
6. Watching 4 movies with family
7. Going out for dinner with family to good restaurants
8. Get a car.
9. Buy a camera
10. Make this list come true as possible.