Miss you Dad

When ever someone comes to our new home and says something, it always reminds me of Dad, how eager he was to shift to new house, if today he would have been there the things would have been different. I would have not been so lazy to do things. He would be so happy. Things happen but now they don’t mean much coz he is not there. After his death there has not been a single day when i have not thought of him, everything that I do, every decision that i take, i think if he were there how would have he done it. Its very tough process to make decisions, decide things on which other things depend, How easily you could do it DAD, for me its very tough to do it things your way, the perfect way. This diwali was not as good as they were earlier coz you are not here. Nothing will be ever so good without you. I miss the person who trusted me, cared about me, had faith in me. Also i regret that i was not there when you needed me most, I wish I were there, It took me 20hrs to reach the family after you had gone, I wish i was with mom and sis during those hours. I cant even imagine the pain they had gone through those hrs. I am sorry dad for not being there with them. I miss u dad a lot.