Jitendra Jain

How stupid I can be, What  kind of idiot I am, No wonder I am a waste, Chill. Take a chill pill, whats going on. How many times I have forgotten peoples birthday, anniversaries, Even i remember i have forgotten exam schedule (twice, in class VI, and Class IX). Even i forgot few dates which i thought i would never forget in my life. I need to overcome this bad habit of mine, very soon. It makes things worse for me.  I use this blog as a medium to all apologise to all my friends, relatives, enemies, strangers, everyone if you have felt irritated, sad, disappointed, whatever applicable for my stupidity of forgetting things.

What is it? A Metrosexual life? I think I wont understand it ever.Why? Living in Mumbai from past years and still i feel i m new to this new city. I see things as if I am seeing that first time. It still amuses me, entertains me. Born in Mumbai and living here 3/4th of my life and still feeling like a stranger is strange. I know stuff but not enough. Everytime i go to a good restaurant, a shopping mall. I am amused. I cant even think of a single reason why do i feel like that.

Last year when i was in Orrisa, I visited Bhubneshwar and Cuttak, I felt so homely, I felt i knew every street out there, i could figure out things there, i knew the roads in and out, same happened when i was visiting kashmir, i felt that i was my own country. I have recognized Darjeeling, Patnitop roads by just seeing them once. I have spent 1-3 days and i feel i know the space so well, but when it comes  to mumbai, i feel like a stranger.

I dont know any of restaurants, shopping malls, movie theatres, I just dont feel like going there, having fun, Coz this is my city, it take it for granted. I need to learn about my own city so that i know in and out of it.

Hopefully I get to know the city where i have to spend my life. (Hopefully Not.)

For past 5 years, I have broken all the rules that are supposed to be followed. Staying Awake in Night! Working Long Hours! No Time Table! No System!  No Rules! The only rule i have followed is break all the rules.

But! Now! The Things are changing! I realize that i was not right doing all that. So from past 1 Week I have been trying something Different like getting up on time, walking in evening, giving more time to family and trust me its not very easy to do so. Like i wake up in nights! Miss my sleeping in office.

The other surprise comes from fact that I wont be working on sundays! Yes you read it right. NO working on sundays! Sundays are meant for Relaxation, Shopping, Time with family and friends.

I believe I will be more productive in these 8 hrs i work then 20-21 hrs i used to work.

Also Another suprise is that i am following a schedule. Schedule for new lifestyle and work. Good!

I should maintain this new lifestyle. Hopefully! So where does this new change come from. Is this some sort of Self Relalization (I have done that 1000 times before), or somewhere else remains a mystery for everyone. There are some people guessing though but i dont want to fuel the fire of speculation. Lol.

Everyday for 2 hrs I am also being forced to sharpen my language skills. Which is good again. I love mewadi and it remains my fav language no matter what happens.

Also I have set a target of 1200 (some currency) per day to earn. That should be not tough if i work 8 hrs with concentration and its within my reach.

Also  I should start writing a post on this blog a day.

Every year I tend to forget this day so easily as this has no significance, but today I remember.  Its one of the great days we all should celebrate and thank our Teachers you have taught us and played a great role in our life. Thank you Mam, Sir For being there and teaching us.