Jitendra Jain

First home, sounds so sweet and good , Today we register the first home for us. After Dads demise I have been under constant pressure to get the New Flat in a building, People now a days dont see how a person is, they focus on things like where he lives and what he eats, more kind of Materialistic World. Good Looking is different from good living, a nice person is better then having a Nice Flat in a building. The first step towards materialitic world with lots of exitement will be taken today. Hope I mix will in this world. I wish Dad were with us, he would be most happy if he were with me, I feel so Alone sometimes, Miss Him A lot, Remember him a lot and everyday think of things which he wished and which would have been more meaningful if he was with us. Not a single day passes when i think that he were there with me, the things would have been different and better………………

I was born with a NickName then i Got the real name. Nicknames , i feel more importatant then names was relaised by me today when my Cousin Rakesh was called as Rocky by one of his friend. The friend told me that he is known by that name in college. I was suprised, another nickname, Oh no not again. I have been facing the situatution of changing nicknams since i was born. The faintest memories of childhood reminds me that my mother used to call me something else, and neighbours something else and when i used to village I was called something else. Then we shifted to rajasthan and we had this new place with new name, people here were different they modified my name, made it short and renamed me. Then school teachers found my sirname very intresting and whole class called each other by their respective sirnames. We found this naming convention very easy and used to called our teachers in similar fashion. Few teachers also got their names according to their behavior and teaching patterns. Then came the romatic days, the couples rechristened themeselves and people got another name. THen in college and after I again got new names. So many names to count each at different occasions. Still the main name remains same and no one close remembers you by that name. Nicknames are important, Very important